It's sort of an effort, huh? I mean you have so much to say and yet it's a bit challenging to sit and write it all down. This mentality is probably why I could never keep a diary or journal going...I really want my cancer to mean something...that might sound strange...but the way I see it...if I can flush out everything that's in my mind, while on this journey...I believe something will be revealed. I know that there is no rhyme or reason as to who gets sick, who stays healthy, or when we leave this earth...however I know that there is a purpose for everything...
My husband(Dan) and I are painting this weekend, a couple of accent walls in our family room. I can't wait to see the end result. It's nice to do things like this, it's a great reminder that you are normal and that life doesn't stop with an illness...which is easier said than done.
Kia
You are normal, and life doesn't stop! For me, it just became more focused. But it has helped me to keep busy, and keep as normal as possible.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about wanting your cancer to "mean something", or have something meaningful come from having cancer.
What stage are you?