Wow! It's been ages since I've written, let alone had time to write.
I've got a lot of GOOD stuff happening for me right now. I can't spill the beans just yet, but let's just say this...IT FEELS GOOD TO BE BACK!!! I will be able to share more about it later...right now it takes everything I have to wrap my brain around and process it myself.
I moving forward and beyond cancer, yet the thought of that monster sneaking up on me again remains prevalent. Most days, I'm able to push pass my negative thoughts and replace them with positive ones. Occasionally those thoughts get the better of me. I think of how annoyed and pissed off I'd be if it reared it's ugly head and interrupted all of the goodness that's coming my way!!
My thoughts are always with my sisters who are still battling this disease. Please keep them and anyone who is suffering in your thoughts and prayers. My prayer list is getting pretty long, sometimes I fall asleep before I can get them all out. I know that GOD knows what's in my heart, so he listens even when I can vocalize what I'm feeling.
I promise to do a better job of keeping up with my blog. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I don't want to forget my journey or my mission to spread awareness. I've got some time management skills to work on(never been my strong suit even before cancer whacked me in the head)...I'm a work in progress, bare with me!!
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heh heh - you know what? I think when we are blogging a lot, it's when we're worried or stressed [or something nice has happened] - so if you don't arrive on here, I usually imagine you racing from one thing to another, enjoying your life. Which is how it should be.
Like you I have some days that are bad, but more often than not, I am getting past it and the days are getting more 'normal'. And I'd be fuming if it decided to come back!
I hope whatever it is that's going on works out, and you better share soon! :o)
have a perfect day Kia
x
PS: my time management before chemo brain was rubbish...now it's non existant! ;o)
Ha ha! Sandhy said exactly what I was going to say! Blogging happens mostly when my brain is trying to work something out, or get some worry and stress out. Plus the increase in daylight and nice weather keep me busy and away from blogging. Of course, you always have nice weather!
Those negative days will pop up now and then, but we can roll with those punches. We are all still recovering both physically from the chemo effects, and mentally from the cancer effect.
Enjoy - and please share your good info soon!! ;)
And here's me who blogs about any old rubbish! haha
Glad things are on the up and up Kia... Now stop making excuses and blog more :P xxx
I just found your blog and am so thankful as I was just diagnosed. Blogging can be about all sorts of things and it is good to see someone now not blogging as much because there isn't much going on related to her cancer. That gives a great deal of hope.
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